When that all went away, I can only pensive, I realize they will not always be there for me. They're not everything to me, not someone who can complement my life every time.
I should not be so, I must not continue to grumble, because I do not have to obey all my wishes. Yes, my desires, I'm confused sometimes made, sometimes I'm amazed to think about. While all wish I picked up, while all wish I picked up, it turns out I got was blank.
Ironic indeed, but there it is, I'm not a nobody, I'm not the one who is too perfect to continue to adore. Sometimes, I have to beat my ego, and try to understand you.